“Blood, Sweat and Blaster Bolts”: a review

Released today, “Blood, Sweat and Blaster Bolts: Adrenaline Charged Tales of Speculative Fiction” is a new collection of stories by author Ronald T. Jones. It’s published by South Carolina’s own Mocha Memoir Press.

“Blood, Sweat and Blaster Bolts” collects eight stories, and clocks in at a nice 225 pages. This is a nice introduction to a new author in Afrofuturism, and the tales mostly live up the title, with lots of action, space battles, and drama. But the stories also manage to not bury ideas in the all the action, which puts it ahead of many hard sci-fi collections.

The first tale. “Outpost” is about the last outpost of a crumbling empire, and the last person in the army. Unlike many of the tales of this ilk, it manages to end on a hopeful note, and went places I didn’t expect it to.

“Freebooter” is next, a thrilling tale of survival that manages to touch on issues of colonialism and immigration. “Safeguard” is a nice little tale about religion and the survival of humanity. “The Formula” is a nice little spy romp with touches of steampunk. “Approaching a Day of Reckoning” is a great read, full of action, and taken from the viewpoint of the oppressed, “Tyler’s Goddess” takes the trope of a man from an advanced technology being dropped among primitives and does some fun things with it.

“Mission to Gined” and “Mist Lord” the final two stories, take up almost half the book. “Mission” is a great ride, and once again turns a noted trope, soldiers versus an intractable enemy, on its head. “Mist Lord” is not as action packed as the rest of the book, but is also far grittier, dealing with corrupt governments and drug dealing, while in a space setting.

This was my first exposure to Ronald T. Jones’s work, and I was impressed. His stories have a unique viewpoint, and his world building was well done, as was the action. If I have one quibble it is that most of the stories seem to be set in the same science fiction universe, but other than similar races and events, there’s nothing that really ties them together. If there’s another collection of stories like these, maybe a timeline or a summary of the history can be included.

“Blood, Sweat and Blaster Bullets” does exactly what it’s supposed to. It gives you lots of action, memorable creations, and well written ideas. It’s well worth checking out.

If you wish to purchase this collection, here’s a link to it on amazon: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07YJ7N83K?pf_rd_p=183f5289-9dc0-416f-942e-e8f213ef368b&pf_rd_r=SJ39N0AWPP37Q13Z8ZFM

And if you’re interested in more Mocha Memoirs books(and you should be) you can visit them at:  http://www.mochamemoirspress.com

Lie to me, say I’m the only one: A #HoldOnToTheLight post

My name is Trevor, and I’m a liar. Been lying since I got away with pulling a prank on my mom April Fool’s Day 1979. (I put sugar in her saltshaker, and salt in the sugar. Morning coffee was chaotic.) I’ve lied in my personal life, I’ve lied in church, and I’ve lied in several professions. I was in sales, after all. And as an aspiring writer, I use lies to tell truths. But the person I lie to the most is myself.

“I should die.” “I’m worthless.” “I don’t have any talent.” Those are the top three, but the lies take many forms.  It’s a continuing litany, a peanut gallery and a hallelujah chorus. It was constant since I was in high school. It’s only since going through therapy, getting some meditation techniques, and anti-anxiety medicine that I get some peace.

We live in a society that lies to itself about its lying. Is it any wonder we lie to ourselves? Some of those lies are necessary, like it or not. Some are the grease that allows society to function. If people didn’t believe they could reach something, they wouldn’t ever try. And yet we praise those who “keep it real”. Most people who use that term are insensitive assholes who use their version of the truth to harm others. And what they think is the truth damages and forms lies in other people’s skulls.

“Be real, you’re never going to be a journalist.” “You’re not good enough to make the NFL.” Young people and children get told this, and some of them start to believe it.  They stop trying. They give up and go work in a faceless office somewhere. Or worse, they cope with the nagging feeling they could do something better, or do something creative, by numbing themselves with drugs, bad behavior or endless consumption.

I know that path well. I spent a good decade and a half drinking, fighting, and trying to kill myself slowly through nihilism and apathy.  I thought I was being hard by not caring. What I was doing was not engaging, sleepwalking through things.  When the pain was bad, I’d enter what I call “survival mode.” It was when I was feeling the numbest, when the voices were loudest. I spent that time in flight, when I thought I was fighting.

It took getting married to a woman raising three kids to start me down the road to really healing. A single mom has no time for your self-pity, or bullshit excuses. Your insomnia does not matter to three kids who need to get to school. Your terror about finances will not keep the lights on. It was a crash course in reality. But it came with people who believed in me, who put word and deed together in that department.

So, I owed it to them to get it together. And it is a battle I fight every day. Some days are a win, some are not. But I tell myself things which are true, but part of my brain thinks is a lie, in an effort to someday make the lies go away.

“I am worth something.” “I am somebody.” “I am loved.” These are truths. I know this in my heart. But there’s still a part of me that doesn’t believe. So, I lie my ass off to it. I tell it what it wants to hear. That I think I’m scum still. Anything to shut that inner asshole up.

And that’s my best advice today. Yeah, the truth hurts. Sweeten it up a little. Take joy in believing in yourself, even if it isn’t true. Believe you’re headlining WrestleMania when you’re only in some high school gym. Let every sketch be Kirby, every written word be Proust. Yes, you’ll need a reality check at some point, but learning to tell good lies to yourself will get you through some dark truths. Believe me, I’m a good liar.

Bonus section: First person to tell me the artist and name of the song the title of this piece came from gets their name added in here. I can only offer glory, not cash.

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